Saturday, May 19, 2007

碗脚的故事




刚刚在洗碗碟的时候,突然想起小时候看过的一部短片;是《阿凡提》其中的一个故事。

《阿凡提》,你们没看过,应该有听过吧。

话说有一次阿凡提在卖油,有两个小孩拿着同样的大小的碗走去向他买油。第一个小孩给阿凡提5个银钱,然后阿凡提就将他的碗盛得满满的,小孩一脸开心地回家。到了第二个小孩,他给阿凡提一个铜钱,阿凡提就盛了一点油给他。小孩非常不满意,看着另一个小孩的碗满满的;再看自己就只有那一点油,小孩竟然哭了起来。

阿凡提看见了,就把小孩的碗一手拿过来,把里面的油都倒回桶里。然后,把碗倒过来,再将本来的那一点油倒在碗脚里。(把碗调过来,那一点点多出来的地方应该是叫“碗脚”吧。。)

“你看,这不就满了吗?”小孩看着阿凡提,笑起来了。他开心地拿着倒反的碗跑回家。

哈。。怎么会突然想起这个画面?我自己也不知道。

但,不管怎么样,这个故事还真不错。

有时候人啊,真的很难自足;有了这个,下一秒就想要那一个,总觉得自己不比别人好,总觉得不满足。其实,满不满足,是在于我们拿什么容量来量,来称。

忽然,我听见心中的阿凡提提醒我:你所拥有的,是你应得的,不要再怨了,好吗?


Thursday, May 10, 2007

好饿好伤心

9点了,我还在公司,一个人,一个人在肚子饿。

身边的人,当然没在,他走了- 正在和家人用餐,好好吃,好开心。我呢,就在这里没力气,连发脾气的力气也没有。

好伤心,好饿。平时,他有工作,我也要等,慢慢等,肚子饿也要等。我可以等,因为工作重要,我可以吃饼干,再等。

为什么只有我一个人等?为什么他不能等?为什么只有我会关心人-学业,工作,健康,心情,压力,前途。。都没有人会理我饿不饿?肚子有没有痛?

我是笨蛋?我苛求回报?我做得不够好?我不应该得到关心?我该死?我该饿死?

我好饿,我没知觉,我爱吗?我不爱吗?他们当我是什么?他又当我是什么?我把他们看成家人吗?

我。。是谁?

Comment from Dinosaur aka Diana, my listener.
Some guys when they are so engrossed in work, they forget everything, including themselves. On why can't he wait for you when he himself are in such situation, no one knows but him. It's time too that he learnt to be considerate enough.

Hello ! Hello ! Hello ! Anybody out there?

Have been writing this blog for quite sometime already, but seems no one visit and give comments. Hey you ! Ppl out there, don't be so cold-blooded mah. Give face lah, at least I have some encouragement to continue this blog.

Lately, have nothing special to write. Just back from US trip, didn't feel much excitement as last time when I went to Australia. Sigh~ maybe because I'm OLD already, very hard to satisfy, like my bf said. Maybe I was comparing too much the lifestyle there with my lifestyle, that's why I feel a little discourage and depress. Yayaya, I know what you thinking..we cannot compare with them mah..I know I know. They are American, we are Malaysian mah..ok ok, I know ! I know it's stupid to compare with them and feel bad.

Ok, let's talk about something else.

My married friend called me to update about each other's life. He's not happy because his wife can't get along with his mum. Family battle~~ and he's in the middle. Sigh ~ can hear he's sighing over the other side of the phone.

Pin ! I will support you ! Don't piss, give a little patience. If you too stress out, can shout at me, just call me!